So am i going to be the one left behind every moment? I know what you do all dose, because I've got evidence . I just want to be silence . Lying isn't the best way to solve the problems. Who will always be there for you when you need people . Your friends? How many? All? I don't think so. Do what you like, think what you do. What will you get. Am i fucking gonna be left out or am i fucking gonna be a rubbish. I fucking wasted all my time today, and put in alot of effort in somethings I've done today, i will not say whats the thing. A long compo is on ur way. You'll definitely see it. What have you been thinking this few days. I doubt you have fun . Fucking fucking fun. I doubt. Drinking will be dam fun, webcam-ing will be fucking awesome . I think so ba ah. 7am plus now, just reach home around 6plus, now i sleep smlj . Early morning ppl go work i just came back from other place. At night ppl sleep i went out. Cool or what huh. I think this is my life. Morning = sleep. Night = Go out . A lousy life. I hope i won't waste any effort just now, because if i did i can be a fucking failure and you all, everybody can call me a failure . I hope to hear that . So what's thing make me feel i so cheebye now. What thing. Set fire, being childish. Smoke, trying to forget tings, lifeless. Fucking god. I don't need any rest, i don't need to take a nap, i don't need to have food right infront of me, but i can't live without water. I think is dam fucking childish of me saying this. Think of who treat you like how you should be treated, think of who have been treating you nice, think of what people has done for you, just only for you. Think of how people help you out. To me, i will fucking think of those people who is fucking up my life now. Not many just waiting to see who will be the one who gonna fuck my life and i will fucking gonna cheebye fuck their life . But i know i wouldn't because what's the point of it, i don't seems to see a need in it what. Their life their problem what for i go disturb . People out there if you've been trying to fuck someones life, please . I think you can fuck yourself before you fucked someone else life. Because nobody wants to live with a miserable life. Evybody sure have sad before, but how long dose it takes for us to be happy once again. Even if you wanna be an ahlianz/ahbengz you need to have money too. If you doesn't have, nobody will listen to whatever fucking shit you say. I look down on girls who see guys that have alot money and they will auto go suck, i rather you work for your own money. A period of sadness make you feel so empty, but the next moment of another sadness make you feel that you so lonely, and this feeling is ... fuck up. If a girl has a nice heart & she's not tht fucking worst and another girl has a pretty face nice figure but she's ahlian. How would you decribe them , no. I should say, which one will catch ur eyes. Smart people choose the good hearted one and stupid people choose th other one. You'll surely regret of what you've choosen if you're the stupid one. On tuesday tiffy hse was awesome. I should just fucking end here, fear no bitch . Going to sleep now. When i'm awake later i hope i don't have any problems walking. Well, life isn't as good as what we though. So come on. Fuck my fucking life eeverybody (: