To my dear babypig,

Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end . Whats the point of saying so much when you don't even know deep down my heart i'm so disappointed. I've never cry until so hardcore before. You the first you know. You've been wonderful in all that you can be. It hurts when you said that. I'm so sorry. I will not drink anymore not anymore even when im with you. When i saw alcohol i feel like vomiting. Is so disgusting to me now. Why don't you just trust me again . You broke ur promise and i already don't care already. Seeing you coming down ytdy it show me you care, but i show you attitude . I was really dam angry don't you know. When you're gone i started crying and how i wish you would come back again. But you didn't . Marie & Shirlia was the one who take care of me. When im alone i kept thinking of you. That shows how much i love you. Do you know that. I've apologise for my attitude. People do make mistake, why can't just forgive forget, i always close one eye . I rather not know anything than knowing something.